who's "RESPONSIBILITY" is it to assist me with my medical equipment then, genius?

i didn't do much today. fredrick took me to southdale center so i could exchange the pants i ordered at abercrombie & fitch. luckily it didn't require too much energy from me to go there and back because i'm kinda tired because my stupid cpap doesn't work properly. again- the joys of having apnea passed down to you! to top it off- zen told me that i shouldn't call the overnight ics worker when my cpap stops working because it's "not their responsibility". again- he speaks to me like i'm stupid and i'll believe whatever he says. IT IS THE ICS WORKERS RESPONSIBILITY BECAUSE THEY'RE GETTING PAID TO HELP ME. it's funny because i'm pretty sure that zen tries not to help me as much as he can because the ics workers aren't fully getting paid for caring for me- fredrick shares the other hours of pay. THIS is part of the reason WHY i refuse to tell my case manager to give the ics workers more hours. zen treats me like i'm a fucking idiot- SO THAT REALLY DOESN'T HELP THE ICS' CASE OR PUSH FOR MORE HOURS. if and when i have to- i WILL tell the appropriate people what zen claimed about my cpap not being the ics workers' responsibility, so i shouldn't call them when it stops working when i'm sleeping. WTF DO YOU GET PAID FOR AT NIGHT ANYWAY IF THAT'S THE CASE?! learn how to do your fucking job properly, negligent toad. i remember how logan, who used to have zen's place in this ics agency and how he actually seemed more proactive in assisting me to move to the east coast. he wrote down all these resources to places in new york (when i was looking to move specifically there) and i think he helped me call some. logan reminded me of my cousin joe because he was so caring. he doesn't work here anymore. probably got a job that pays more. the good ones always get better jobs. the guy who usually works overnight came to my apartment and actually got my cpap working a few times so far.. he doesn't seem that bothered, although he has to be the one reporting my cpap not working so he's gotta fix it when it doesn't work. zen may be trying to make things in life harder for me too.. i'm not really sure why. i don't remember having any disagreements with him in the past.